02:13. — by Blue on Friday, 14 October 2016

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Dear you, This isn't for you, and I'm sorry. I'm only writing to you because I can't seem to stop. This is actually for...

"I'll tell you later." — by Blue on Tuesday, 13 September 2016

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Dear you, Here's a list of things that are easy to say to you: -- "you're my best friend" -- anything about the boys w...

forget trust issues, I just have issues. — by Blue on Wednesday, 24 August 2016

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Dear you, I have been fighting to be myself for as long as I can remember. I am a unapologetic, ridiculous, overwhelming, unrestrained, ...

let me be your everlasting light. — by Blue on Friday, 29 July 2016

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Dear you, I knew this was real when I accidentally let slip, "I lo-" and realized what I was saying halfway through and had to c...

trying to explain. — by Blue on Thursday, 28 July 2016

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Dear you, Yesterday we were talking about the future as if it belongs to us but remembering forward never worked out for me and I...

don't put out this fire. — by Blue on Monday, 25 July 2016

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Dear you, I am more honest with you than I am with most anyone else. And I need to be honest again. I'm terrified. I...

fixation with your skin. — by Blue on Monday, 11 July 2016

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Dear you, I think I might have lied. I said I wouldn't fall in love with you but when I said, "My thighs are fat" ...

by tomorrow things will be better. — by Blue on Monday, 27 June 2016

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Dear you, Today I googled "can you overdose on antidepressants" and then pretended I didn't read the answer. Today my fa...

something went wrong. — by Blue on Saturday, 25 June 2016

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Dear you, I was thinking about you today. I was thinking about how curious my cat is and how he really needs to leave my goldfish alone,...

there's no flame of desire. — by Blue on Sunday, 29 May 2016

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Dear you, The sunrise wasn't very bright, but somehow I felt it lighting something inside me. Or maybe nothing was lit, but the stir...

pretending to not believe. — by Blue on Friday, 22 April 2016

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Dear you, I am optimistically disappointed. I build up things so high in my mind, but out loud I try to drag myself down to reality...

moving to an unsteady beat. — by Blue on Wednesday, 2 March 2016

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Dear you, My heart is an unreliable organ. The only constant my heart offers me is change, and yet it refuses to mature the way it s...

this pain isn't empty but it's not real. — by Blue on Thursday, 11 February 2016

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Dear you, I don't know how to deal with other people's happiness. I don't know how to be strong, I don't know how to tel...

sorry about tonight. — by Blue on Saturday, 23 January 2016

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Dear you, I am a difficult person to share a bed with. I have insomnia. I don't sleep well, period. I get too hot too easil...

the wild things are inside me. — by Blue on Wednesday, 13 January 2016

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Dear you, Oh  please  don't  go When I was little there weren't monsters lurking around at night not in my closet not und...